Very many thanks for your good wishes, Anne, Liz and Anon, much appreciated. We've decided to keep on trying without the chemicals (xoDeb), having gotten so far. Thanks to Bach's flower remedies, Waitrose dim sum and white chocolate ice cream, poetry, hyacinths, alcohol & occasional good telly, the evenings are fine. The mornings are the worst. So much has been going on, other majorly things as well, it seems best to try and give nature a bit more time to correct itself. It's so obviously chemicals in the brain not working as they should.
I finally bought myself a 2gb memory stick yesterday & am lurking here at the computer whilst all my files transfer. Woops, just realised it will take 6 hours. Will continue to back the novel up with e-mail in case the stick breaks (happened to a friend's daughter only last week, she lost her essay).
This afternoon we're going to see Anthony McCall at the Serpentine Gallery. Just a short drive away and parking outside so hopefully a do-able outing.
Bye bye, thanks for visiting, come again soon.